a cacophony of identity confusion /coping mechinisms hanging by a thread / a spiral of poetry describing an eternal internal struggle
{ inspired by "Sardine" by Charles Webster Hawthorne }
lyrics
i ghost on every party before i get there. i’m afraid maybe i’m a ghost and everyone’s afraid to tell me. i’m the death of the party. a bundle of frayed nerves beneath my skin. i’ve picked up worrying. i worry all the time. broken thoughts on a loop- i stay busy so my mind doesn’t have time to kill me. these days i identify as something in-between. i identify as anxiety attack. a high-functioning breakdown. a cat on its last life. my chest is full of doom. can barely leave the house, can barely watch the news. i am sick like the world is sick. i miss people who have forgotten me; myself most of all.
A collection of tracks from the singer and multi-disciplinary artist's 111 collaboration series, featuring KMRU, Laraaji, and others. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 25, 2024