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Two empty cages
looking for their nightingale;
words from which belief has flown
too late against the night of the world
hanging out toward me:
its immanent body suspended in emergency
across the burning precipice of sky—
my body, the symptom of its burning,
like a mirage swung open—
I am wedged
into these inaccessible earthworks
and pressed like an enormous question—
“merely to know and let you go”:
no body is a tragedy.
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Fluir, fluir, fluir
Coexisto tal lluvia.
Flow, flow, flow,
I coexist like rain.
Conecto con todo lo que está y al mismo tiempo no es visible
Un ser que no buscar ser visto… si no ver hacia adentro.
Connecting with everything that exists and at the same time is not visible
A being that does not seek to be seen… rather seek within oneself.
Lluvia, agua soy
Como agua fluyo,
Como agua voy y vengo.
Like water I flow,
Like water I come and go.
Enseñanzas ancestrales, guiándonos sin ninguna fuerza
Nadxielii, sangre zapoteca.
Ancestral teachings, guiding us without any imposed force,
Nadxielii, Zapotec blood.
Mientras más busco, menos me encuentro.
The more I seek, the less I find within.
Vivo en las memorias de Pinotepa y Oaxaca,
Sonriendo con colores de alegría y nostalgia,
Viviendo la vida a través de los olores de mi tierra.
I live in the memories of Pinotepa and Oaxaca,
Smiling in colors of joy and nostalgia,
Living life through the fragrance of my hometown.
Lluvia, agua soy
La naturaleza es maestra,
Coexistimos en armonía y de pronto olvidamos que solíamos existir separados.
Nature becomes our teacher,
We coexist in harmony and suddenly forget that we used to be apart.
Rutinas diarias que sofocan, de lo único que podemos estar seguros es de que todo cambia.
Daily routines that keep us from breathing, the only certainty is that everything will change.
Manos en el corazón,
Corazón en el cielo.
Hands on heart,
Heart in the sky.
Joyas de oro de Monte Albán y jade para recordarnos de dónde venimos.
Monte Alban gold and jade to remind us where we come from.
Ojos cerrados para sentir,
Manos cruzadas para despertar al alma.
Eyes wide shut to feel,
Overlapping hands to wake our souls.
Ancestros que viven, sanan, conectan y crecen en mí.
Curamos todo aquello que nos impidió vivir.
Ancestors that live, heal, connect and grow in me.
We heal everything that stopped us from living.
Curamos años de opresión y vergüenza,
Curamos resentimientos y traumas generacionales.
We healed years of oppression and shame,
We healed resentments and intergenerational trauma.
Cosijo, nuestra madre tierra te llama
Lluvia, agua soy
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Good Mexicanas are afraid to take up space
Our Catholic guilt always reminding us that
Eve was created from Adam’s rib,
We are raised to be as small as possible
Bred to serve our fathers and brothers and tios;
Then our husbands
Our womanhood is defined by how subservient we can be
Because in our culture
A woman who isn’t controlled by a man is dangerous
A woman who has a mind of her own
For one brief moment
Eats fruit from the tree of knowledge
And doom us all
I think of Eve often
She gave us war and famine and disease
And art and love and literature
Did she really doom us?
Or are we just afraid of women who think
For themselves
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Sometimes toward evening
When the sun is giving up
When I have cleared the dinner table
And my husband sits in the library
His fingers stroking the curve of a pipe
And my children sleep upstairs
Their rosebud mouths buttoned and silent
I leave the house, the apron, the dishes
Leave the lighthouse on the hill
Toward the grass and shore and shadow
To stand at the water’s mouth
As it opens wider, wider
The moon pulling it closer by the teeth
And wonder what it would be like
What would it be like
What would it be like
What would it be like
{ inspired by "Lighthouse Hill" by Edward Hopper }
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The red brick building of my body
has infinite rooms: upstairs, I slick
against a lover. Downstairs, I eat
until my stomach swells.
Outside, I present a photograph
of what the world wants from a woman,
but between the legs of a wife,
beside a sleeping child who may
or may not one day enter
the brick building of my body,
I undress alone
then peer out at the bush
I planted myself in the yard.
One day I will climb the steel ladder
of my body, step onto the roof,
that is always in progress
and float away.
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For all that we know,
we are the snow.
We are what we should be,
transcending boundaries and
being free eternally.
The abstract ashes of the past
bring a brittle clarity of what should be.
For all that we know,
we are the snow.
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"For the woman looking at their tomboy reflection
We are never just a phase
to grow out of
Capable even when others
try to diminish our equality
We are more than gender or biology
We are compass
So don’t lose your way
Our button-ups & bow-ties
Replaced the expectations of
heels & made-up faces
See, I made-up with the withdrawal from self
Found comfort in the construct of masculine
so I no longer view dresses as a threat
Its too many days
the giant in me looks down at my feet
Speculating how little I am
While this little me sees a version
much too big to embrace
Its spending too much time looking at the wrong things
These projected ruminations
my insecurities reflect
But I know I am enough
I have had enough
Been enough when I wasn’t seen
standing at feet
This enough
is woman looking at their tomboy reflection
in a phase not to grow out of
but in to
This, giant on the horizon
waiting
to arrive"
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If I were to paint a portrait of my mother
She would not be sitting in repose
Like some saint or goddess
Hands folded, skeletal, across her chest.
After 150 electroconvulsive therapy treatments,
After years of overmedication,
After years of misunderstanding and
After years of trying to be normal.
Rather, confused and wide eyed like a
Baby. Sitting on a couch looking at the
Piles of dishes and laundry that will be
Done “later.”
Sitting in the seat of a plane with tickets
To the wrong destination. An escape
Hatch that doesn’t open.
Phones that don’t pick up, and a silent breath.
In that portrait of my mother, I see myself
Trying to hold it together for a few more
Weeks. To make it through the hardest part,
The part before the breakdown.
She sits on a piano bench, hands extended
And shaking from emotion. Can’t get the
Notes together, they come out jumbled
And her voice cracks.
But for the grace of god.
But for the grace of god.
But for the grace of god.
But see, I don’t believe in god.
So who’s grace do I get to wait for?
Easing the suffering of others is its
Own grace.
And if I could show this portrait to her,
What she would say? I don’t
Know. There isn’t anything left unsaid except
I see you, Mom.
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10. |
Clent Wyatt - Skin
00:58
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Identity is a skin!
Like frogs we shed and devour
that gory placenta of what was
Born again, naked and new,
we testify our true self
in the cleansing rain and thunder
we steal from the gods
the power of death and resurrection
Identity itself is ours
to dissolve and solidify again
and again
and again
in myriad form
Solve et Coagula
The mystery of transition
The power of renewal
All is Being
And Being is beautiful
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i ghost on every party before i get there. i’m afraid maybe i’m a ghost and everyone’s afraid to tell me. i’m the death of the party. a bundle of frayed nerves beneath my skin. i’ve picked up worrying. i worry all the time. broken thoughts on a loop- i stay busy so my mind doesn’t have time to kill me. these days i identify as something in-between. i identify as anxiety attack. a high-functioning breakdown. a cat on its last life. my chest is full of doom. can barely leave the house, can barely watch the news. i am sick like the world is sick. i miss people who have forgotten me; myself most of all.
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The passionate lover
The royal bombardier
The jacket was full of blood
So I cleaned it with snow
The baptized scientist
The habitable fear
You should remember
What I told you I know
Ghosts of the prisoners past
All live in your soul
Look in a silvery glass
All covered in coal
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To find yourself, first you must slough off the costumes collected over the years. Scrub and scrape your skin. Amputate each limb, then keep carving until there’s nothing left.
Put the pieces it in a pile. Soak it with gasoline, and set it on fire. The flames will burn, turning it all to thick, black smoke. At first, the haze will blind you, but as it clears, you’ll see behind it— bones.
Search each fragment. Look for bright, clear skies, joy burning like the sun. Clean these carefully; they are precious. Some may need repairs or reinforcement. Pour into them what they need. Seek out the missing puzzle pieces. Build each vertebrae carefully. Don’t rush this. Stability will survive, will stand up to trouble.
You may feel rough and hard, but search for softness. You’ll find it sleeping, having slipped through cracks. Coax it out into the open.
We don’t have to be what we were or what we are or what they made us. Who you are is who you are. Can you see it? Can you feel its edges? Bear its weight? Does it lead you deep within? Does it ground you?
Or does it send you spinning out to space—detached, untethered, distant?
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i started sewing myself together last night,
darning the holes i keep tearing in my skin,
reattaching my limbs, fixing all my broken angles,
stitching myself together with the miles of thread
i stole from the one craft store
in the one street town where I grew up,
bandaging my wounds, patching my body
with faded family photographs,
pages ripped from diaries,
stained cotton shirts and jeans with worn out knees,
and the fallen leaves and flower petals
i’ve been saving and pressing between
the pages of my favorite poetry books,
mending all my fractured seams
with the different types of stitches
i learned in my fifth-grade sewing class elective
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Who are you?
Emerged from a cocoon more vibrant and colorful and happy
You are a beautiful stranger
I grieve
A metamorphosis too gradual to see if watching in real time
You’ve shed everything you were before
Now that you’ve bloomed
I reacquaint
Even the smell of your skin is alien
You’ve studied how to act and talk and walk in this new body
“Am I pretty?” you ask and I say “Yes”
Infinitely
You shrink yourself anyways
“How do I look more like a butterfly?” you ask
But I don’t know.
I’ve only ever been a moth.
I lose you again when I watch you fly south.
But only one of you visits me in my dreams.
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I have chosen the pink dress.
I have been terribly good.
I have made myself so good,
sweet and chattering and a girl
and so ready to be known,
held to the light, and handled kindly
that at the vanity this morning,
I did not notice that I have once again
begun to vanish, my dress-hem, my hands.
Imagine me, at the party, needlework and sateen,
papaya-pink. Thinking myself seen.
In my pretty dress, that anyone could look
and understand what I am.
But I will come home. And as I undress,
I will look out into the cold clearing-house of the evening
where the pink in the world is pinched out
like gnats from the fruit bowl
obliterated
while the moon crawls upward, and the vanished women creep out
to cover the dark plains and call, come and see
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I am smart
I am good
I am strong
I am precious
I am kind
I am beautiful
I am enough
I am stupid
I am bad
I am weak
I am worthless
I am fat
I am disgusting
I will never be enough
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18. |
Erica Stephens - Legacy
03:36
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Post Falls, Idaho is six hours and thirty-six minutes by car, less if traveling faithfully south on the western outline of the state (impossible in actuality due to a lack of roads that track that outline) from the city of Homedale, Idaho, where my grandparents lived when I was a child.
Homedale was not a city of tourism and nostalgic truck stops like Post Falls, and the only falls to be found there were of a more personal nature. Homedale was a city of working poor that saw themselves as separated by race rather than as unified by economics. I can imagine that many of the people of Homedale dreamed of road trips to places like Post Falls. The city of Post Falls was named in honor of the majesty of the rivers and mountains that surrounded it. Homedale was named Homedale because someone drew that name out of a hat.
My grandparents lived on a farm but they weren’t farmers. My grandfather was a career Army man so I assume he must have been retired when I visited him and my grandmother as a child of ten in the summer of 1988. Was that the case? Did my grandparents retire to, of all places, Homedale, Idaho?
It was a hot summer the only time I ever visited. One for the record books, I heard. I remember eating big red tomatoes warmed by the sun, plucked from the plant and sliced and salted and served on tea plates in mid-afternoon. I remember walking the fields around the house with my grandfather, picking blackberries off of overgrown vines and popping them into our mouths, bursting and sour. I remember a movie theater parking lot beaten by the sun, full of teenagers headed to or from one of the two movies available to them in the summer of 88 in the city of Homedale, Idaho, and I remember being shocked by their language and wondering if I would ever be cool. I remember foolishly being embarrassed that I was at the movies with my grandparents.
If you had asked me then if my grandparents were in love, I would have told you yes because they were married and because I was ten. If you ask me that same question now, as a woman of 40, I will tell you that I don’t know. My grandmother was devastated when my grandfather died a decade ago. She has been half of herself since then, and I imagine will be for the remainder of her life. Isn’t that proof of love? Ten year old me would have thought so. But as I came into my teenage years I began to hear stories of my grandfather the alcoholic, and of my grandmother as a homely seventeen year old who married the only man who offered.
The mythologies of childhood are far removed from the realities of womanhood. Those blackberries off the vine gave me food poisoning and bloody diarrhea and as a result I spent three days at the age of ten in a diaper, laying in sweat in the back of a van with no a/c traveling from Homedale, Idaho to Modesto, California to visit more family, sipping, of all things, a baby bottle full of grape juice because my grandmother thought the sugar would be good for me but she didn’t want stains on the upholstery.
She and I are no closer now than we were then. Has she enjoyed her life? I don’t know. Was there a time in her life when she thought, “This is it. Right now, at this moment, I am perfectly happy.” I could ask her, but I won’t.
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Wear it like armor, right? Before the explore, expand, understand of enlightened people forgets that third step and becomes conquer, subjugate, erase. It starts simply. Rainfall less than expected, reasonable discourse. Debate me, you coward! And who knows when the balance tips. Now there is no rain, no crops, no pride, no Baba Yar. Starving we clutch protective amulets. Terrified we huddle under rainbow blankets seeking a return to just a few years back when maybe things weren't perfect but we had enough to eat, we had enough to hope. Trying to understand, like playing an instrument on your shoulders. We hear a single note, so the notes are fine. But when you learn to understand, you can play something beautiful in it's own self. To play it at right angles and with a very deep voice. And then maybe actually be enlightened. And the rains will fall and we won't be seen as absurd demonic caricatures, but just people.
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and as it sways
it catches
trapped and strained
moving sharply it winces
at the structure
the passerby closely follow
their own footsteps
to and from
wherever and when
the wisp reaches the wire
they hardly glance
oblivious
until they too become
entangled in the rigid pathway
their own doing
it glances back at them
a narrow strand strung
around its limbs
tensed and looming
it longs for space
unwilling to part with
the unencumbered growth it resists
the category
the definition
the simplistic construction
what they've built stands
imposing
cutting
fixed and rendering it
almost motionless
almost spent
almost broken
almost
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21. |
Isabel Deniz - La Luz
00:38
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Do not believe the negative words you write over yourself
Whatever noise the fluttering birds in your head are creating
It’s is easier to hurt yourself than to love yourself
It is easier to blame yourself than to appreciate yourself
It is easier to allow someone to hurt you than to yell for your worth
Through the dark haze believe in your ethereal gaze
Realize that you shine bright, realize that you are a light that leads others
Craft your rage and show the world your revolution
Light on and lead on. Si se puede.
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I am privileged expression,
free to light candles and ignore
the pain of color,
or defy the acts of brethren who tread carelessly
upon the thin lines of history and hate.
He is the summation of choice,
goodness grieving for purpose,
charged by love to minimize struggles
and find a hand to share,
a despairing optimist blind to a father’s ideal.
We are inspiration incarnate
and persuade violence across time;
self-treason is the mantra
of destructive enrichment
by mortal gods in search of meaning.
We are dangerous innate delights,
courageously corruptible,
with dreams that cannot die.
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My body is not my identity
My body is beautifully fractured
A work still in progress
My body is a flesh prison
Made for someone else’s life
I am Frankenstein’s monster
Awakened from a long slumber
I am a man in his prime
A life just beginning
They call me a hero
They call me brave
But I am just a man
Seeking freedom, truth, and life
Just like you
Instead of death
I am reborn
And in that restitching
The magnificent fragments
Tell a story
A story I will write
Until I rest for good.
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I am not your Venus.
I am no slender sliver
of petal pink flesh
shucked and served
On the half shell
For you to devour
I am a thicc thighed goddess
These rolls you’d rather I hide
Churn and curve
Like the ocean tide
My stretch marks and spider veins
you so despise
Bloom across my dimpled skin
Like ribbons of seaweed
Even though you cast me aside
I rise
Thick like smoke,
rock and salt
A primal perfume that stings your eyes
And makes you choke
You balk at the meeting of my thighs
But my chub rub is merely the shifting of tectonic plates
that creates
new continents.
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25. |
Joanna Lugo - Lost And
01:02
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You have reached the operating system of: La Concha.
If you do not know your party’s extension, please await instruction.
If you have misplaced your keys, wallet, or phone, please press...
For general loss of focus, call...
If your lover has left you behind or you have left them, press the number...
For the passing of a friend, acquaintance, or distant connection, dial...
For loss of a family or family member, please dial...
If you are experiencing feelings of abandonment, isolation, or grief, please...
For loss of identity, please dial… immediately.
If you have lost your mind, press...
If you have lost your life...
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26. |
Joanna Lugo - Perdido Y
01:08
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Usted ha contactado el sistema operativo de: The Shell
Si usted no sabe (desconoce) el número de extensión a la que desea llamar, favor de quedarse en línea y esperar por instrucciones.
Si usted ha extraviado sus llaves, cartera, billetera, teléfono celular, por favor presione el número...
Por el fallecimiento de un amigo, conocido o conocido distante, favor de marcar el número...
Por el fallecimiento (pérdida) familiar o de un miembro de su familia, favor de marcar el número...
Si usted está experimentando sentimientos de abandono, aislamiento o dolor, favor de...
Por la pérdida de identidad, favor de llamar inmediatamente a...
Si usted a perdido su cabeza (los estribos) marque el...
Si usted ha perdido su vida...
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27. |
Kamyon Conner - CP Time
01:02
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My eyes weep for the suffering your tortured soul endured - Nigel Shelby
My lungs gasp choking back screams of resistance in hopes of compassion - Eric Garner
My fingers bleed clawing at hardened hearts for a freedom never realized - Emmett Till
My feet firmly planted in the soil of native lands baring strange black fruit - John Hughes
My resolve quacks under the weight of systemic erosion of hope - Barak
My mind unable to dream, rest, or manifest visions of black prosperity while living a daily nightmare - Martin
Black bodies
Black hearts
Black minds
Black love
Black strength
Black magic
Black Resilience
It’s CP Time
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28. |
Kim Nall - Movements
00:30
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What if all there was left
was this seashore
and the sand sticking to our bare skin
and hard sunlight bouncing off of jagged forms
in the middle distance?
What if the last music on Earth
was the cacophony of the waves
and the thumping bass of the tide
and us, huddled together like harmony
in the cold funnel of last light,
free and defiant as dissonant notes?
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i was surrounded by silence
it was cold on my bare feet
the edges were serrated
majestic the beauty
i walked on ice
i walked on ice
i walked on ice
i walked on ice
i walked on ice
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Listen to the silence of the dead.
If they could still speak, what stories would they breathe?
The fever of poetry
The drunkenness of beauty
The horror of vulgarity
The madness of glory
These fleeting spirits
Now etched into the secret rings of trees.
Memories carve a path through the shady grove
To a secret meadow
Where old vines wind…
Yes,
We’ve carved out monuments to these fleeting moments...
But are you listening?
And what shadows are cast if we burn these monuments to the ground?
Will we feel a scorching heat, or a comforting warmth
As they burn away?
Burn brightly
Illuminate
Tread lightly
Listen to the silence of the dead
Their ashes will enter into the heavens.
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31. |
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There is an open wound on the US Mexican border
An administration who rips children from their mothers
Bodies become battlefields
Thousands of miles and death on the horizon
You leave everyone and thing you know
The other side looms, hope glistening on the horizon,
And men come forward and rip your child from your arms
Mothers without children, it might not be physical death. But it feels that way
Our immigration system, a modern day genocide.
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32. |
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what we buried in the field.
The black dog was not yours
when you arrived here but
she is now. I promise
I keep secrets too.
Tell me, how do you hold the light?
How can you hand me stars like
you’d hand me a cup of water or
a mirror or a blade?
What if I were weak like a man?
What if I couldn’t stand it—
tortured by the sublime?
Tell me again—say it—
that when the storm comes
you’re taking me with you.
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33. |
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Something strange happened in the middle of the night
We’d laid down for bed and we turned out all the lights
Your breathing slowed down but I’d yet to close my eyes
I was studying the valleys and planes of your midnight lines
All of the shades and colors that appeared before me came to my surprise
I saw you vibrant in the grey and subtle where your body lie
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34. |
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How heavy is womanhood?
It weighs more than robe layers.
And now that vulnerability is present,
do you see me now?
As your eyes rest on my landscape,
I wonder who will teach you wisdom?
Now that I have the world’s gaze,
can you hear me?
No?
How about now that their hunger is louder than this anger?
can you hear me now?
still No?
What can I do to be understood?
My eyes are up here,
And I’m screaming.
If you can’t hear me now,
You’re in for an unpleasant surprise.
And your girl’s patience is running out.
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35. |
Marco Zavala - Helo
01:00
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Mira el cielo
My great grandma left the mountains
A cruelty ingrained by its facade
A leathery nomad with hope
Working towards freedom and finding bitter wisdom
A rosy statue unchanged by her daughter’s love
Her great daughter left the mountains
And having eaten ants made of honey
She’s a hymn singing itself
Abandoned in a river’s valley
A fighter floating to the ocean, both
Lovely and divine
Her great daughter left the mountains
Buried in farmers’ fields as a child
Battered and abused, she clawed
Crawling through and past her righteous anger
We grew up together learning to move
Like sunflowers
A Texas breeze between summer and fall
My aunts and sisters, daughters and friends
My lost loves
Mira el cielo
Every midnight water reflecting starlight
As they leave the mountains for the sky
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36. |
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I bring my babies to a riot because there's no going back,
no other option for us.
I bring my babies to a riot because we are too starved to stay home.
I bring my babies to a riot because neither nothing nor no one in this world will protect them like me.
I bring my babies to a riot because we deserve bread and roses too.
I bring my babies to a riot because my infant, my child, and myself all labor:
My infant who labors for air,
My child who labors for food,
And I who labor for rent.
I bring my babies to a riot because if we don't find freedom here we won't find it anywhere.
I bring my babies to a riot because this revolution is for them.
Let the old world fall away with my age,
And let my children's world flourish with bounty.
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37. |
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I am part of a cosmic system
and I am completely my own being
separate yet woven into the fabric of the universe
I am made of star stuff
but I cannot answer why you and me exist
Across the vast expanse of the cosmos
there is mostly empty space and mystery
Why do I exist?
Who am I supposed to be?
Why I can be anything I want to be
as a speck of dust that is barely noticed
by the universe-at-large
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38. |
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Hello? Who’s this?
Oh, hey! It’s been a while! How’ve you been?
It’s so good to hear your voice.
I’ve missed you, you know.
Remember how we used to talk all the time? How we’d check up on each other?
Do you have time for that right now?
Good! Because I wanna know how you’re doing.
Like, how’s that big idea you mentioned last time we talked?
Any progress on that?
Yeah? Uh-huh.
And… And what about that thing you were struggling with? I know that was hard.
Did you ask for help? Sometimes you gotta, you know?
Hey, I want to remind you that I’ve always thought you were a wonderful human.
No, it’s true!
I see you.
You’ve always been stronger than you give yourself credit for.
I’m thankful to know you.
Anyway, I’m glad we talked, but I gotta run.
Let’s promise to check in more often.
I love you. Take care.
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39. |
Rachel Renea - Creation
02:14
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In beginning, She laid the foundations of the Earth.
Pillars of granite anchor four corners.
The delicate balance of man’s fragility.
Purity.
As weapon. As control.
As prison, as stake, as claim.
Wielded—for ownership over the egg.
If it’s turtles all the way down—
just another convenient way to neglect
that Life is carried on the backs of women.
Fairy-tale constructions—porcelain goddesses, shells, pedestals.
It’s shells and shells and shells and shells.
Seashells to make pretty, shelled peas to be useful,
shelled expectations for making good wives—because, even one, whom can find?
From the threads of our vessels, we weave new flesh
for beings to embody—
garments knitted through divine conjuring. Our placentas.
Only the Creator’s love is unconditional.
Such is real purity—used as pedestal, made into prison.
All who subscribe to this invented uprightness gain their mirrored praise
while yielding the base of their root power—the Source of Life’s origin.
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“Queer ecology is transdisciplinary and interdisciplinary and “uses biology and evolution to contextualize non-normative sexualities, adaptations and presentations” where “there is intimate experience in boundaries, their construction and deconstruction”
“Nature restructures boundaries.”
“All seeds develop from male and female parts of the trees producing fruits”
“Some Trees can reproduce asexually by budding”
“Plants with perfect flowers,…are essentially bisexual, as the flowers contain both male and female sex organs”
“There is no real division between animals and plants. We try to classify the objects into groups, according to the closeness of their relationships, but we must always remember that these hard lines are ours, not Nature's. We attempt, for purposes of our own convenience, to divide a whole, which is so bound together that it cannot be separated into parts that we can confidently place on different sides of a dividing line.”
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My body, like the hills,
ripples and rolls,
through, around, and over,
in dynamic transformations.
My emotions, like the rhythms,
collide and coalesce,
into one song
of impetuous frequencies.
My spirits, like the colors,
hue and illuminate
parts sought and unseen
in dynamic transformations.
To focus on one part
would simply not suffice.
I'm a Gestalt of all these pieces
corporally entwined.
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This is my body.
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A woman clean of received wisdom is how Joan Didion described Georgia O'Keeffe. A woman clean of received wisdom and open to what she sees.
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What will become my name
when I become a giant.
What if I wear nothing but bark.
A tree,
the people’s shadow, the loom over loam.
Who says the earth was solid like bedrock or
soft like the melt of mud. Who wouldn’t
learn to plant their feet
deep until there is
no tug when I pull?
Why not root here, let my arms
branch & reach for a language
fit for yearning: constellations. What will my lineage say
when you cut me to a stump. What dog will stay with me
when touching the sky felt distant, a memory?
Chocolate flowers’ bloom,
tell me what does the sky say now
when our days grow darker, when we wonder
what kingdom will remain?
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What is more sacred than sound mind and body?
Tell me who are we?
Galloping towards Ghandi?
Swallowing wallowing hollowing
Past gender-ing through glasses filled
By hand and moisten by finger swinging bottle keys
Pandering our personal understanding
Plumbing under the sand and beneath the grandstand
How to harmonise brass and woodwind
Dissonant of Juxtaposition
Beyond show me the getting to know me
Better than I know my favorite color
Favorite band
Favorite positions
to land
Redolance
of
Just
a
po
musician
What holds this womb
which molds this man
To get her
What I thought we would never
understand
outstretched hands
Grasping still mellifluous
Balance command
Still
Harmonising we stand
Locked
Rather Hinged
To a planet and each other
Celestially hung by our
Crown
Eye
Throat
Heart
Solar
Sacral
Root
No need to walk in each other's boot
For the same sun crowns down to our sacred
mother's father's
Mother Groot
The same water
And puzzled rock
the same pursuit
Bend your gender And understand that
Equation balance
Is all that which life constitutes
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Tim Hurley - Hip to It
00:56
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Try something for me. Stand with your left hand on your hip. Stick that hip out, far, so far that your right heel comes off the ground. How does this feel to you? Bold? Provocative? Perhaps dainty?
Would you feel any different if you were carrying a giant axe in your right hand? Also it’s 1895. I don’t know how that affects things for you.
Sometimes when I’m at the grocery store, and I’m using one of those hand-baskets (you know?), I might need both hands free to wrap some produce or something. My instinct is to hold the basket handle with my arm, in the crook of my elbow, but then I pause. Is a man supposed to carry a basket that way? Does that motion make a statement about gender politics, and is that something I want out of my grocery trip?
How often do artists use poses to make statements?
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I paint my face in eggshell white
Complete the look with a color wheel red wig
I paint my presence with a broad brush
Depriving myself of the intricacies which make me a mosaic
I’m nervous of being seen that way
I’m scared I won’t make sense
someone will stare at me like an abstract piece in a museum and say
“I don’t get it.”
So
Every night I wash the paint away
Brush out the red wig
And prepare myself to wear the costume another day
Because being anything but for show would suggest I belong
Like this world was meant for me too
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